But i wan to go over to travel and take a look. Cos i never been to western area.
so should i go or not?
Update on 24 Nov
after discussion with mum, i agree with mum tat it is expensive and i rather spend the money on some other meaningful things.
i dunno y ppl's words or actions juz upset mi easily.
is it because my life is empty or i'm lost or my "yi ma" coming?
i feel tat i have nt done or contribute to this family and this burden is in my heart. i wan to do my best if i can. maybe i dun wan to be a loser but always feeling others are better than mi.
keep telling myself i have to change my mindset and let go of burden, it just comes back suddenly and hit mi. i want joy and happiness. I wan to throw all the frustration and unhappiness away.
Being a graduate is the first goal i achieve in my life. i want to share the joy with my family and friends. i know if i go over to Australia, friends are nt able to come. i hope my whole family can be there and go 4 tour at the same time. We have nt gone out together as a family for a long time. my bro ask mi go with my mum onli to reduce cost. But wat should i do now?
"Lord, i pray u bless my family with this trip!Amen!"
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