Let Go and Let God!

I'm back to serve during this Easter.
It's a yr since i last serve in church.
I'm back to backstage.
it is so familiar yet there is more to learn.
as i mention in my previous post about Easter 2007
it is stepping out in faith and out of comfort zone.
it maybe another spiritual warfare that we have to be strong to go thru.
getting every cue and lines correctly, it is hard.
due to late nites, we are tired. we easily fall sick
there are a lot of blind spots on stage which will cause accident.
Thanks God for protection for us and healing upon those who are sick or injured.
everything goes smoothly even though there is mistakes.
Thanks Lord for being our strength and strengthen us and expand our capabilities.
Keeping us sharp and alert.
Celebrate for the great harvest that souls are being saved.
so I'm happy to be part of the production.
Most importantly, it is a powerful msg tat Pastor Kong preach. it is about shame which relevant to the drama.
I can say i live in shame in past and dun dare to tell any1 about it even my parents.
I know tat i hate myself . I m bad-tempered, always throws my anger and abuse myself.
lost control of myself and even commit suicide.it causes mi to suffer from depression.
Thanks God for bringing mi back into HIS arms. HIS love has touched mi. It is a decision whether you wan to accept HIS love. i accept HIS love and HE has changed mi.
but i can say no one can change over nite. it is a step out in faith to be focus and keep reminding myself tat i must change. All things are possible with HIM.
I also learn to appreciate all these little things and giving thanks. Learn to forgive and forget.
As my title say "Let go and Let God!" i have let God come into my life and HE is my Savior and let go of the past. When i make this decision, I never regret and going to adore HIM all my life.As He never forsake me. HE has restored the joy in me.
I juz wan to give thank to HIM and give praise!