I'm nt having depression anymore!

everything turns out to be so smoothly.. but hiccup juz happen when u are going to start afresh...
it is a history of my life.. turn out to be mountain 4 mi..
u know wat! tot tomolo will be a fresh new start cos i m stepping into the market place.. a new environment, new colleagues, can learn new things.
juz because of my medical history, ask mi get a doctor letter to prove that i'm ok.
a lot of ppl go IMH, not because they have mental illness. they are too stress!
We are living in a broken down world. Normal people still can have depression. It is juz a matter whether you are being triggered and trapped. Whether u can set yrself from the trap. I have done it and doing my best.
y look at these people so differently. We are still humans. We still can work.
Ask mi to look for a easier job? Wat is easy job in this world? Eat, sleep ?
all the job, there is certain amount of stress. There is no easy job out there.If there is, pls let mi know.
Even as a cleaner, will it be an easy job if u stand in their shoes. if i stand in your shoes, i know u may wan to save the trouble or burden. Afraid tat i cant handle well, u have to clear the mess. But who on this earth , born to be a genius, before u step into a new job, knowing how to do and wat to do and able to prove the ability within a week.
wat we learn in sch is not totally equal to wat you may do in job. Studying is a knowledge. Knowledge is information tat we may apply to our job. Learning is a life long process. So i m willing to learn but who is willing to give mi a chance.
i have proven to you during my interview, now then u doubt my ability due to my history.
situation turns so sour. make mi so disappointed. How am i going to work there?
diferent ppl have different perspectives. go try 4 1 week, i don't know much and how i prove?
is tat when u are happy, i will be offered? how u know how long the person will stay in that job? y treat ppl with illness so differently? having illness doesnt mean we are useless! being honest also a sin is it? dun declare, say we cheat.. declare liao, so wat kind of treatment we get?
anyway this is my tot and frustration but i believe those who believe i can do it ,will believe in mi.
All things are possible with HIM!!!