Am i suitable in this job?

i m down with gastric problem..Am i giving myself too much stress again?
I always feel tat the kids dun understand wat i am teaching. Mum say i think too much.
My manager say it is ok cos they are still young for pri 1 and 2. But i juz cant find myself able to relate to them.I love kids but i find it is hard to communicate with them. A lot of them say i'm still like a big kid. i know tat i m childish sometimes. It is different from relating to them. They are far too smart these days.
Wat they are learning are my interests. Digital Art and Blogging.
Using creative ideas to draw using software and writing their ideas and expression in the virtual world.
am i lack of patient? or i dun have confident in the things i do?
I feel tat i dun speak proper English. Even when i blog, i use singlish. Is it y tat is hard for me to communicate?
like i tell them i m Ms Hoe. But they heard mi as Mrs Hoe! OMG. i m nt married. *faint*
I juz lost my voice after every lesson and need to drink lot of water. Even now my throat is not getting better. How?
Lot of questions juz pop into my mind. Even i have taken my medication, i suppose to rest, my mind is not totally resting.
less than 1 week, i already feel like giving up. But i have to breakthrough.
I love arts, IT and photography. Where do i belong?


this is one of my drawing using one of the s/w.
This is done while i m learning to use the s/w myself.