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having questions tat come across my mind..
when ppl are hurt in r/s more than once, they are less easier to commit themselves into another r/s. Different ppl has different prespectives of wat they wan in their r/s.
wat is the desires of my heart?
find a man who loves God?
find some1 who really love and pamper mi?
some1 who is career minded or success in career?
some1 who head toward the same goals as mi?
some1 who loves the family including my dogs?
or some1 who is secure?
so is this wat i want?

i also wan to provide for my family and wan a stable and gd job before i step into r/s.
i wan my mum to retired early. But i always fail to do so. or i get myself into complicated situation.

Dear Lord, I'm always reminded tat I have chosen this narrow way.
It's tough to walk this narrow way. But pls keep mi going on. I know i maybe in wrong in my mind and actions. I ask 4 Your forgiveness. Can You give mi an answer to a direction? Where is the right one?