Being motivated!

yesterday attend SOT graduation in morning..
attend promotion seminar at nite...
i m juz being motived.. when i can stand on stage to talk with confident?
when i can success in life?
i think i have to be an overcomer first
i really thank God for putting mentors in my life to guide mi through.
have a gd talk with my mentor on fri... senses are knocking into my brain...
my burden is so heavy tat can be seen on my face...
y i dun put it down? do things step by step.
since it is the past and have chosen to end it long time ago, it is juz not meant for mi
y still dwell over it?
Question being asked:"wat is my priority in my life?" i should know it.. sometime i feel so lost and confused, esp at nite...
i know i have been disturbing my friend... really thank 4 yr kindness and patience. really feel out of mind.. juz wan to talk "rubblish"... thanks 4 yr tolerance.
knowing my priority is not enough, action and discipline is the way to success.
other ppl can do it, y cant i do it. i should be able to do it.
so like all the graduates who stand on the stage, i can do it and will be there one day.

talking abt graduation, 12 sept is 2 weeks away. My tickets for my graduation are here.
sadz.. bro has to work cant make it... so 1 ticket extra.
so who wan to attend it and share the happiness with mi?
But i still have mum and dad with mi.They are always the one who encourage mi.
time to dream -> sleeping time.. my eyes are closing now...