these 2 days i feel so frustrated when im with the kids. i m losing my temper becos they are juz testing my limits. They are over the limit that i can tolerate.
i feel tat i have enough and really have the idea to tender immediately.
Break away from time being.
Stay out of SG.
Where can i go?
i dun wan to fool ard my time and wan to do something abt it. i m too tired and exhausted.
is this all i wan?
feel so dishearted. a lot of ppl ask mi dun take it too hard but i juz dun like to talk to the air.
i feel that my teachers should be happy tat we are obedient students even my sec sch is known as ah beng sch.
Acting gangster in front of mi, who do u think u r?
how i wish i can go back to sch? when out in society, sch is sweet place tat u long to go back..
i always believe tat evey1 has talents no matter wat stream u are in, juz have the never give up attitude. i wan to be their friends but i juz dun wan them to take mi for granted juz like some of my friends.
i know my heart is crying out.
Update on 4 Feb 09
i break down and cry twice in sch yesterday.
i juz dun feel like stepping out of my hse and go to sch now.
juz wan to stay @ home , hide in my nut shell.
but life still need to go on.
i have no reason.
wat can i do to make myself feel better?
learning to be independent again.
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