why??

a lot of questions keep coming to my mind...
"Why mi?"
"Why has it to be turned out in tat way?"
" is it true?"
"how can i trust more?"
"who am i to him?"
this mystery is causing mi to go hay wired again
the fear and doubts i have overwhelmed mi till i suffocated.
silly mi... always do silly things... brought a cake and wait, think he should be busy again..
so go catch a movie....
watch MARLEY & ME
becos of the story i cried..
when shoulders are needed, it is always not there.
Cry is the way i release my pain & stress. i think guys will never understand tat.
i treasure all my relationships with everyone and i m scare of losing my love ones.