I'm tired

I'm tired...
the only shoulder i can rely on is God.
no one else.
first day of Dec holiday for my sch...but i m still jam pack with a lot of things on hands.
I have to learn to overcome all the stress and let go.
I have made grave mistakes which just become scars of mine.
i dun really understand and dun trust a lot of things.
But i just ignore and throw this burden behind my back.
the bonding & communication will never break unless the person dun care..
I have done my part. but it must be 2 ways traffic.. I'm juz feel like waiting @ the traffic light..
It is always easier for third party to tell u the situation which you cant identify...
I learn to encourage my buddy in a way to encourage myself to look @ the brighter side.
it is always the person who is closest to you whom u fail to encourage.
the fear is juz getting stronger.. feeling insecure. i'm seeing the same situation happen again and again.it is juz a curse...
it is through hard work, talent and sacrifice.
most importantly having the talent & passion to do it.
planning is important esp when you know you cant manage.
a man who fail to plan, plan to fail.
i have been busy but i din manage to plan my time well to work the project so I'm only able to complete a few of them but not all. More to come...
i can say I have failed...
left with 12 days, i need to complete all tat i need to complete.
small encouragement from my students n teachers keep me fighting on this battle.
no life of my own....but wat can i expect much...
mi, projects, & my computers everyday...
Isolation is the best solution for me.