God's Love

This is a re-post too... it is posted on 30Jul 05 on my mulitply blog...

This is my testimonial...as i really feel the presence of God....Just wan to share with u all....
I have just begin my Christian life not long ago.. I have decided to give up building relationship with God twice because of my relationship with my boyfriends. The relationship with my boyfriends fail. Maybe some of u may not believe. Whenever I'm still suffering from my pain, there will be someone out there approach me and bring me back to CHC..the preaching is always so related to wat has happened to me.. i feel the peace and calm in my heart... at least ease the pain or worries i have.. I strongly believe God never forget me. Esp the weekend service with Rev. Mike Concell.. Wow.. I have nothing to say... when he mention abt a ger have a broken relationship ard 20mths ago which is at the direction where i'm seating...suddenly there is a struggle inside mi..i'm wondering whether he is mentioning abt mi..cos i have a broken relationship..we have been together for 3 and half yrs..the broke up has caused mi to break down and commit sucide..this has been affecting mi and the other relationship i have..everytime i tell myself to be strong and prove to him tat i can live better w/o him.. i still cry over it although it passes so long.. When Rev. Mike came to mention abt "no longer trust man!", the struggle ever stronger in me.. i did mention to someone b4, i dun trust man as they just need someone to fulfill their desire only..they dun keep their promises...The ger is in 20s.. I really feel something in mi.. but i dun dare to stand cos i dare to face it in front so many people and one of my pal did look at mi.. A ger stand up, maybe she has the same incident as mi.. while Rev. Mike praying for her. ..tears juz keep flowing down like river.. throughout the whole session and when i go down to the alter , i'm crying.. juz cant stop it...Releasing my bitterness and pain.. God really touches my heart... i feel HIS love, HIS pressence...Receiving HIS love is so wonderful...Now i can feel a difference in mi... I juz want to be like HIM.. be more forgiving.. as all this is past.. Better future and challenge waiting ahead....Walking beside HIM, yr life will never be the same and you will discover your purpose in life. Praise the Lord!

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It's amazing and incredible,
But it's as true as it can be
God loves and understands us all
And that means you and me.

His grace is all-sufficient
For both the young and old,
For the lonely and the timid,
For the brash and for the bold.

His love knows no exceptions,
So never feel excluded,
No matter who or what you are
Your name has been included.

And no matter what your past has been,
Trust God to understand,
And no matter what your problem is
Just place it in His Hand.

For in all of our unloveliness
This great God loves us still,
He loved us since the world began
And what's more, He always will!

**source from http://www.quickinspirations.com/poems/gods_love.asp